17/6/06

Today is the 17th of June 2006. I will always remember this date.

I went for CHC service today. The timing changed on the day itself and praise God I managed to get to the station on time with still time to spare. Today's sermon was about Fathers' Day. There was a little skit put on and it was funny and touching at the same time. I was still struggling with the choice of commitment between CHC and FCBC.

Yala so I was, you know, same as last time. Then they asked those who wanted the pastor to pray for them abt their commitment to God to raise their hands when all eyes are closed. Anyway I used to be awfully embarrassed about that, but at CHC, I heard God saying do not be afraid. So I raised my hand. Belle asked me if I'd raised my hand cuz the pastor asked those who did to step to the front. I didnt want to because I felt it was too big a step to take.

Then the pastor said if we take the initiative and take one step towards God, He will take 1000 steps towards us. That made me go to the front. Belle was great; she went with me.

After service..I made a decision..to ask Belle's cell leader about my fear of speaking in tongue. And I realised the only reason I was so afraid was because I felt unaccepted by God. But they prayed for me. And by the grace of God I got it. Its truly a fantastic day.

I never felt so blessed before. Even in my old churches. I ever had people pray for me, or get closer to God through my friends. Belle is a great friend~ thats all I can say, really. If it werent for her..I dont know what I would be like now. I'd probably go to FCBC just for my teacher and stuff like that. I worship God there too, but its nothing like CHC.

Lol~ praise the Lord. N thanks to Belle too~